| Location | Redcar |
| Age | 1 month, 18 days |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 07/07/2005 |
| Date of Death | 25/08/2005 |
| Visitors | 516 since 19/02/2009 |
| Creator |
In 2005 I found out I was pregnant at 12 weeks. I didnt have any signs apart from a few missed periods. I went to the midwife at 14 weeks of pregnancy.
She arraged for me to get a scan as soon as I could as I was so far on . I went for a scan at 16 weeks pregnant, throught I felt him move that day (felt like butterfullies).
She lied me down on the bed in the scanner room and but the gel of my tummy. I was so glad to be there and waiting to see you, but she was taking so long.
She took the gel off my tummy and said she has bad news. The baby has no heart beat and you have been carrying the baby for 8 weeks without knowing the baby died. The baby is 13.3mm and thats a size of a 7 week old baby.
You died before I found out I was carrying you. I was heart broken.
I named you Shayne James as I felt you were a lad. I always think about you.
I miss you soooooo much Shayne. You have a brother called David James.
Love Mammy
Concived- 7th July 2005
Gone to heaven- 15th August 2005
Due date- 14th April 2006
ღ ღ ღ ღ All My Love Beautiful Angel ღ ღ ღ ღ
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*ღ.......ღ* *ღHeavenly *ღ.......ღ* *ღ shona sengupta. ..ღ*
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How will heaven be?
As far as I can see
It will have huge bells
And will be situated on clouds
It will have many golden wells
That will so often swell
Rain will be abundant
And the sun will shine all day long
Angels will play on the harp
The sweetest summer song
Music that will touch the heart
While those beneath will shed drops of sorrow
Little will they know what will happen on the morrow
But to them up above
As plain and clear it will be
As far as far as I can see
Yes there will be misty alleys
And lush green meadows
Fresh with the fragrant smell of spring
Winter will never be bitter
Summer never so hot
Autumn never so bare
And resources never so scarce
Food for all will be relished by all.
Grateful we’ll be as grateful can be
Mountains high and strong and brown
Surrounding that hidden land,
Beautiful and vast seas I see
There colour as blue as sapphire can be
And the white waves lashing upon the shore
Sitting on the flattened grey rocks
Who would not call it absolutely heavenly?
However it might actually be,
But can we still not see
There will lie behind this seen
A relieving feeling of bliss
For where not have we been
But is this not by all believed
That after one’s decease
This is the land of eternal peace
Where we all ultimately reach?
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FOR A VERY SPECIAL ANGEL
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MY WHOLE WORLD CHANGED..........
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MY WHOLE WORLD CHANGED THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY
NOW I JUST LIVE ON MY MEMORIES OF YOU EACH DAY
THE SADNESS AND THE PAIN ARE SOME-TIMES TOO MUCH TO BARE
WHEN I LOOK AROUND ME YOU ARE NO LONGER THERE
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THERE ARE A FEW TREASURES THAT YOU LEFT BEHIND
I KEEP THOSE SAFE BOTH IN MY HEART AND MY MIND
FOR THE GREATEST GIFT YOU EVER GAVE ME
WAS YOUR LOVE AND THAT LASTS FOR ALL ETERNITY
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MY WHOLE WORLD CHANGED YOU SHOULD STILL BE HERE WITH ME
BUT YOU LIVE IN PARADISE WHERE ALL ANGELS FLY FREE
THERE IS NO DOUBT IN MY MIND THAT WE SHALL BE TOGETHER ONE DAY
I JUST HOPE WITH ALL OF MY HEART THAT YOU HEAR THE WORDS THAT I SAY
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In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
shayne ur mam is missing you loads and she loves u so much. u would of been a wonderful child to your mum
My big boy
We are missing you sooooo much. I think about you everyday and I will never stop.
Look after Nanna for me mwa xxxx
angel shayne xxx
When tomorrow starts without me and I'm not here to see...
If the sun should rise and find your eyes filled with tears for me,
I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today...
While thinking of the many things we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me, as much as I love you...
And each time you think of me, I know you'll miss me, too.
But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand
That Jesus came and called my name and took me by the hand,
He said my place was ready in heaven far above...
And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love.
So when tomorrow starts without me, don't think we're far apart...
For every time you think of me, I'm right here in your heart.
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The Lord needed a flower
and that flower was you
so he picked you up from down here
and up and up you flew
He planted you in his garden
he said 'You'll stay here now with me'
and there you'll stay away from harm
the prettiest flower you'll always be
Sent with love
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I believe in Angels
I wish it wasnt true,
We didnt want an Angel
We only wanted you,
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Youve left behind our broken hearts.
Our thoughts and photos too.
We didnt want a memory
We only wanted you .
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Sweet Dreams Beautiful Angel.xXxXx
Shayne James
Mammy misses you sooooo much.
There isnt a moment when I am not thinking about you. You are my angel that will fly forever.
This april you would of been 3 and starting nursay.
You will always be in mammy's heart.
LOVE YOU FOREVER
Mammy and David (your little brother) xxxxx
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